Well it's happened again my darn arm. It's looking more and more like I might have to have surgery for it. It's a good thing I took a step back from shooting professionally. Chris has been kind of egging me on since we have someone who wants to run the business end (the part I stink at) and hire someone to do my processing (another spot I can get bogged down over I'm a perfectionist.). All I would have to do is shoot the part I like and the part I'm good at. Still I just do not want the stress in my life right now. It sounds nuts when you have people wanting to fly me in to shoot their family or wedding and I'm afraid they wont' like my work. But I truly do struggle with that it's really stressful for me. So I'm kind of glad that physically I can't even consider it right now. I had a friend tell me I'm afraid of success so I sabotage myself. Success can be scary. Maybe when I have less on my plate I'll feel up to it. :)
I've been playing around with nonpeople images. I never thought I would enjoy doing that but I'm starting to get intrigued.
one from today


It's been a slow week for homeschool. I was just into much pain for the first few days. I really was a grump and I'm ashamed of myself really. I never should have tried to muddle through without pain killers. Next week we'll get on the band wagon again. I plan on homeschooling through the summer,light schedule. I think we're going to keep it year round. A lot of what we do isn't consider school by my children and I like to keep it that way,but that is in fact what we are doing. I hope to have Francesca reading soon. We tried earlier this year but she wasn't getting into it. So I pulled back and now since she requested to learn I bet she will learn quick,just like Sebastian did.